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Lord of the Rings - Well-earned comforts
#lord of the rings#hobbits#merry and pippin#merry brandybuck#pippin took#aragorn#gimli#gandalf#lotr#ian mckellen#viggo mortensen#billy boyd#dominic monaghan#john rhys davies#well-earned comforts#salted pork#pipe weed#longbottom leaf#edit#myedit#gif#gifset
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Heartfelt Reunion.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#blood#wen chao#My 'labeling things' bit started because I was worried that it might be hard to tell what things were due to my rough art skills.#And while I think I don't need to clear up the ambiguity as much these days...I think it is well earned here!#Rest in torment Wen Chao. Rest in literal pieces.#What a truly cute reunion scene this was B*)#They fall back into a comfortable pattern of banter despite the length of time apart. While also standing in front of dead bodies.#While I'm here - Let's clear something up: WWX does a *lot* of torturing and killing in this scene.#If JC is to be credited for any tortures let it be known he did that right alongside WWX. They get co-torture credits here.#Your favourite character is responsible for several horrible tortures and murders.#Was it justified? Honestly I don't think so. I think it very much needs to be over-the-top-violent to show how WWX has changed.#It was excessive force to satiate his need for revenge. WWX is consistently demonstrating how he feels justified in his actions#Up until now they have been for relatively noble causes. Protecting Mianmian - Giving away his core - Punching Jin Zuxian;#It's the same flaw in a different setting.#Tune in next time for LWJ's reaction to the blood sport vibes.
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(cw non-sexual kink, cis male tiddy sucking)
nikolai takes one look at ghost - at the stiffness he holds himself with, arms held rigidly at his sides as he glares ahead, each breath carefully measured to make himself unnoticed - and knows it’s been too long since he’s checked on his boy
all it takes is a single look, catching his bruised and tired eyes, and ghost all but slumps. nikolai turns, heading towards the 141’s private rec room and he doesn’t need to hear the near-silent footsteps to know ghost’s following. he pulls him down onto the couch, bringing him into the circle of his arms even as he weakly tries to pull away
“don’t need it, nik; don’t have time…” ghost argues but it’s hollow at best
“hush, sweet one,” he soothes his halfhearted protests and thumbs his mask up above his lips. “always so nervous; so lost...”
he tugs his shirt up, showing off his belly and the heavy swell of his hairy pecs; nipples already pebbled. he cups the back of ghost’s head, his thumb brushing over his exposed jaw and ghost is helpless to follow as he gently leads him to latch onto his breast
“i have you,” he promises
no matter how big he is, in presence or in stature, nikolai is bigger; encompassing his whole body in warmth and safety, the familiar scent of cologne and motor oil filling his senses just as the heat of his tit fills his mouth
ghost’s eyes roll back and he nuzzles deeper into his chest, sinking into him and lets his mind empty as he suckles
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soap didn’t mean to. he didn’t mean to walk in on something not meant for his eyes. he just wanted to check on ghost; he’s been so distant lately, different from his usual bad days and he doesn’t know how to help him but that doesn’t mean he isn’t going to try
but he didn’t mean for this; for guilt and a heated, confused want to chase through him as he enters the rec room and realises nikolai got to ghost first
realises they’re not just necking on the couch; that ghost’s lips are pressed tight to nikolai’s furred breast and not moving away, a gentle hollow thinning his exposed cheeks as he sucks, his throat softly bobbing as he swallows
nikolai’s cupping the back of his head, fingers drifting through the blonde hair at the nape of his neck and he looks so fond; like there’s nowhere he’d rather be than on their broken in couch with ghost curled around his body, sucking what must be a deep ache into his tit.
then nikolai looks up at him, frozen in the doorway and soap-
soap runs
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nikolai gives soap a few days before he tries to talk about it; gives him a chance to come to terms with what he's seen. it's almost adorable; how deep soap’s flush grows when he sees him, how he stumbles over his words and can’t quite make eye contact
but it also tugs at him that he feels the need to shrink, to brace himself from whatever punishment he thinks is headed his way; shoulders hunching in, arms wrapped almost defensively around his body before finding whatever excuse he can to run from him
run from himself
he wishes he could wait for soap to come to him but he knows lost boys and their fear of coming in from the cold
nikolai keeps himself gentle as he uses his bulk to corner soap; stopping him from running but also using it to show how easily he could hide in him if he just let himself give in. if he let him take care of him the same way he takes care of ghost
"but... but it's wrong," soap whispers, fingers tangling with a gold cross at the hollow of his throat (a cross so similar to one he’d melted down all those years ago), but he speaks with such clear longing; eyes wide where he stares up at him, all but begging to be told otherwise and it almost breaks nikolai's heart
"no, lovely boy," he denies softly and soap shudders as he cups his face and backs him up against the corner; hugged by both walls and nikolai himself. "there is nothing more natural."
he caresses soap's cheek. he feels him shake under his touch, his eyes already growing dewy, and chances drifting his fingers over his bottom lip. soap's breath hitches and he looks up at him with so much fear - so much trust - and hesitantly opens his mouth to let them sink inside
nikolai doesn't press them too deep, doesn't threaten his throat, but they are thick and wide; filling his mouth and comfortably weighing down his tongue
with a small, involuntary moan, soap closes his lips around his fingers and nikolai catches him with his body as he goes limp. he coos as he starts sucking; wrapping his other arm around his head and brings him into his body, hidden and safe and small
"my good, lovely boy," he whispers and soap lets out a cracked whimper. "you are not wrong."
he isn't ready yet, much the same way ghost wasn't ready at first. but feeling soap tremble and suckle at his fingers, nikolai knows he'll soon have another boy tucked safe to his breast
#soap thinking it’s wrong not bc nikolai and ghost are men (though that’s part of it)#but bc he knows the church would see it as a bastardisation of the virgin mary#the mother feeding christ; the ultimate act of care and love#and it must be a perversion; it must be a twisted imitation of something pure#right?#it cant be something genuine; pure; bc if ghost can have it… does thst mean he can too?#soap desperate for such comfort and acceptance; things he thinks he’ll never receive#bc he knows he’ll never be worthy of such things#never devout enough; never loyal enough; never well behaved enough#shaming his family and his church along with it every time he opened his mouth#he constantly chases this elusive ‘good enough’; always forced himself to be better; stronger; /perfect/#bc then it will mean he’ll have earned it right? he’ll be given the love he’s always yearned for but always fell short of#and nikolai who was raised russian orthodox? all he can see is a burnt out reflection of himself#he recognises the same longing he used to feel before he realised he will never be enough for them#that they want him to be a man he will despise and even then he’ll still be denied the comfort he wanted#and he doesnt want that; for ghost or soap#he’ll give them everything they want and more until they understand everything they deserve#we’re a team. ghost team#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#nikolaighost#nikghost#nikolai x ghost#niksoap#nikolaisoap#nikolai x soap#cod nikolai#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod
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I love the way that, in addition to his origin story with his over-sized sword and the scar on his nose, the flashbacks to Guts's childhood show how much of his insane work ethic and reckless self-endangering abandonment in battle were all kinda ingrained into him by his craving for attention and approval from shitty father figure, Gambino.
Random nice mercenary guy: "Don't overexert yourself, kid. Just do what's needed. 'Cause if you die, you lose everything."
Gambino: "It's your first battle. Work hard!"
Guts: [throws himself into battle so hard he nearly dies multiple times, fixating on pleasing Gambino the entire time]
Gambino: "C'mon, hurry up! Work! Work!"
Guts: [gives Gambino his entire earnings, Gambino tosses him back a single coin]
Guts: [more motivated by this one mild bit of encouragement than anything he's ever experienced before in his life]
#it's difficult to post berserk meta because i feel like the manga is often so well-written and well put together#that every panel is important and it's hard to leave anything out - and i'll end up just reposting the entire chapter instead#like this is leaving out all the stuff before that leading up to this moment#where gambino is either neglectful or cruel to guts almost all the time - giving him the scar on his nose in a rage#yet also now and then tossing him a bone like giving him medicine for his wounds - and as minimal as that 'kindness' is#it's the only caring attention guts actually ever receives and he's so starved for it that it keeps him striving to earn more :(#and how the other members of the band don't like how gambino treats guts yet also do not step up to raise him themselves either#and whisper together about their resentment of him at night when he's left alone to fend for himself#AND then i am also leaving out the bits after that where gambino immediately goes and does the worst thing possible to guts too...#renting him to donavan... yet another awful formative experience for the kid#just constantly reinforcing to guts that he's got nobody but himself and his sword for his sense of protection and value and purpose#but showing that those tiny scraps of kindness and praise were basically keeping him alive and what he really wanted underneath too#it's just extremely well-done and so good at showing exactly why guts is the way that he is later on#and why when griffith started paying attention to him and valuing him as a person#in addition to putting him to work in the ways he was most familiar and comfortable with - it was basically like crack for him as well#berserk#berserk spoilers#p
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no actually I’d like to hear your thoughts on the isat ending
Like i said it felt really tropey and by that i meant that it’s just Everything Good Happens forever and…..that’s it ? like idk we were building up to this huge catharsis sort of thing and then we got to it and it was so sudden and not a good payoff and just kind of nothingburger of an ending . the fact that everyone just forgives siffrin bothers me, or at least the fact that they don’t confront them about the shit they’ve said and done. call me a mental illness villainizer but i think if you’re a fucking asshole and doing the most insensitive things to the people you care about then hey, i think those ppl have a right to fucking tell you off for it. likeeee idk being at your lowest point …… not an excuse …. not feeling it chief ……. like sure the message is to move past your mistakes or whatever but ? that doesn’t mean just getting away with it ??? and i just really don’t understand Why everyone forgives him. honestly at the end of the day the ending is just one problem, the root of which are the characters. everyone feels like trope cardboard cutouts. oh, this is the smart one. this is the smol bean. this is the himbo. and they all care for each other btw. Did u hear that? they all care for each other. we’re not really going to explain to you why these people are so close or what they went through together but just trust me man they’re sooo found famy. like …. okay. i’ve played 30 hours of this game and not once did i buy that any of the characters really cared about each other. like??? why???? You’re telling me everyone super cares about siffrin even though they barely know them?? you’re telling me siffrin cares about everyone sooo much even though he never even bothered to find out their problems before ? Wat ? and this just breaks the ending more because literally whyyy do these people care about him so bad. and then it’s just whyyy does siffrin Have to tell them anything he doesn’t even seem to know them that well. everyone feels like colleagues and Just Friends at best. and so the ending just seems really forced. like it was written by that type of tumblr user who’s always talking about aww why does the found family have to break up after the end of the journey :( which is like fiiiiine. i guess. but u guys know that u have to build up to it right?? you can’t just tell me they’re Family Members(tm) 102829 times and that they super care about each other source: trust. you can’t just do that and then expect me to believe it ….. It feels unearned. the ending feels unearned and i don’ttttt understand what i’m supposed to take away from it . that it’s ok to fuck people up because you’re traumatized and insecure?? that you have to talk about your deepest problems with people you barely know??? i just dont know. Like i said if im being honest the problems with this game’s writing are more than just the ending, it just stands out so much because there’s a lot of build up and then just …… That
#honest to god if you want a Good Example of a story like this just look at dungeon meshi#we start the story from the end of the characters’ journey. they all don’t know each other very well and they’re just working together#hell they don’t even like each other that much. And then as the story develops and they go through their journey we get to see them bond and#get closer and fight and make up and admit they care about each other and still be mad at each other#nobody even gives a fuck about laios at the beginning of the story but by the end of it they’re all willing to die for him. THAT feels#earned. when marcille super fucks up and everyone tells her off for it but still wants to just make sure she’s ok That feels earned#like honest to god i’d take marcille’s arc any day than whatever’s siffrin going on#i just feel like this game suffers from a chronic Tell Dont Show syndrome. we get old over and over again that these characters are close#told*#and that they care about each other. And that’s just ….. not a way to write a story ………#when all the characters exist just to comfort the Whump Main it’s like how am i supposed to get invested. in any of this#u know when the dev replied to someone who was asking them how to write a story and they just said ‘glue your fav tropes together until it#becomes a story’? Well i think that is isat’s main problem. it’s not really a story. it doesn’t really have characters#it’s just a bunch of tropes in a trench coat. And let me tell u that is notttt how you make a story. at all. at all#anyways this was supposed to be about the ending but this story just has so many inherent problems i could critique it forever🤷♂️ my badddd#it’s fun as a game and it’s Fine as a story but at the end of the day it just reads like fix-it fanfiction to me#which is not Bad on its own but i wish people would at least recognize how the story is kind of built on sticks#cramswering
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I may have cried at least 4 times today but I laughed even more bc she (Sabine aka baby bean) is such a ridiculous little beanie baby.
#She is already earning her keep as an emotional support companion creature. I am very proud of her. Belle would be too.#She hasn't figured out glass doors yet. Big fan of mirrors tho. And she enjoys trying to eat big baby rosies ears#She did her first barks today and she sounds like a squeaky toy or a nintendog#I hope my instability doesn't infect her as well 😅 I'm gonna make sure she makes so many friends and is so happy and comfortable.
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i keep anxiously swallowing air and hurting my stomach
#im almost finished the dissertation#just two weeks#two weeks of hard work left#and then i can progress to the next phase#work experience#driving license#and an extra class in data analysis#having long term goals is really grounding and it feels great to fulfill them#my plan is attainable but it requires hard work#and after the hard work i will have earned a comfortable and stable life#which is something rare and thought by many to be extinct#im very lucky to have this path#and im privileged to be able enough to do it#it all feels within reach#but that doesnt mean that it isnt extremely hard#and makes me feel ill#but at the end i will have a qualification which will make me in demand for a well paying career#whos pay scales are good enough that the starting salary will be enough to make it possible for me to own a place to live#a small one but still#and i have to keep thinking about that while its hard#while i have no time and no money#while im tired all the time#while i feel sick and swallow big gulps of air#because in five years from now i will be fully qualified and starting the career#and in eight years from now i will be able to work wherever i want in the country#and if i have to sacrifice all the other parts of my life to get there then itll be worth it#even if everything else suffers a little bit
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if you reach the end of the month with little to no money, if any unexpected emergency can or has the potential to sink you, if you can barely afford your likes or your hobbies, if most of your free time isn't actually free but in some way dedicated to work, if you have no assets despite having worked for years or decades, if you can't afford holidays, new things, good quality food or toiletries, then im sorry to tell you but you arent a part of the middle class so stop boot licking, ask yourself if you cashed in double your salary tomorrow, would you become rich or closer to owning all these things? but if you missed one paycheck would you be closer to your current lifestyle or would you sink?
#fijate de que lado de la mecha te encontras#the middle class is a myth very little people actually form a part of it most people are WORKING CLASS which is very different#even if u earn a somewhat good salary as long as youre an employee youre working class and ur always closer to poverty than to middle class#so stop bootlicking the rich and get some class conscience#the middle class is supposed to live comfortably well and economical crisis barely touch them#bc they can afford to have a certain degree of economical safety#boluda tag
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hello beautifuls, i got a job offer last week in [redacted] and i’m so grateful and excited to be… making money again! and to finally have my own place and fix it up to my taste and get 2 cats 🥹 there’s a job in [redacted] w the same exact salary range and i’m really hoping i get it bc it’s a much more desirable hot girl walkable city. my final interview for that job is next wednesday send hot girl city job offer vibes my way pls
#either way i’m so excited to be getting out of texas. i have a love hate relationship w my city bc it’s 90% mexican and frankly moving#either cities means i will mostly be surrounded by white people and i’m not even trying to be funny when i say that scares me a lil#i remember the first time my big sis and i visited new jersey and when we were walking around the town i looked at her and went ‘i’ve never#seen this many white people in my life’ and her eyes got big and she said ‘i was thinking the exact same thing’. like there’s safety and#security in being constantly surrounded by other mexicans/latinos but alas. it’s time to get out of the comfort zone and make some schmonie#the salary is very good i think but then again i probably don’t feel as impressed or wowed as i should bc i think i deserve 1 million#dollars an hour. and i don’t have imposter syndrome in fact i have i deserve it syndrome. i worked hard for everything i’ve earned so far#and im an amazing operations manager so yeah pay up bozo better yet? offer me more money :~] i actually did try negotiating the salary and#they were like well no. but we still want to extend the original offer LMAO i was like ok. i deserve it but ok#then i got a second job offer like the day after but they were offering $15k less and i was like hmm maybe this current job offer is pretty#good overall. so i denied it obviously and accepted the other one but i’m still holding out on the hot girl city job offer.#ill tell yall the cities once everything i said and done. send hot girl city vibes my way pls xoxooxo#thank you loves you all. walkable city here i come (i hope)!#mine
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Do you ever wish that someone else could have your life? My life is so beautiful, but my brain is too broken and bad at its job to even enjoy it and take advantage of the opportunities that are practically handed to me. I wish someone else had been born into my life, someone who could actually appreciate and enjoy it to the fullest extent. It feels like it's been wasted on me.
#someone who idk. deserves it? has done something to earn it?#idk. i stayed up too late looking at current events and now i'm super unwell again#and i can't stand that so many comforts and opportunities in my life come at the cost of others#others in the past present and future. exploitation and oppression and ecological extractivism have allowed me to be here today.#what can i even do to make up for it. i can barely even do chores for a day without having brain episodes#it hurts but i haven't earned feeling pain about this. i'm the one with the great life. bruh#well there is one thing i can do to prevent any future harm but i am not doing that. maybe i should but i will not bc that's cringe#not me having a brain episode on my six of crows blog again!!!!!!#not soc#negativity cw#moral ocd
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skz talker ep 63 ilyyyyyyyy
#i may get silly on here but it will always go back to dance for me. this ep Will be rewatched many times#it's so cool to see hyunjin get into it. i have my gripes w his dancing but he really is sensational and i'll always give that to him#sensational with well earned skill behind it#i loved watching him and yeji talk comfortably. it's nice to see a different side to him but also seeing him work w someone who isnt#skz#they would obviously have a different relationship w each other and so it was cool to see him from another person's pov#edit: i also love this woman choreographer.. she has a mission and by god she's gonna get what she wants
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i don't want to work. at all. does this make me a bad person? it doesn't matter what my job is. i've been a librarian for more than a year now and it's great but i feel like life is meant to be so much more than this. if everyone is feeling like this too but we're not doing anything about it... then what are we even doing? are we gonna spend the next 40+ years working ourselves to death or until we're so tired we can't even enjoy what remains of our days on earth? why does nobody care?? why are we so complacent about it????
#shut up tovi#idk i just feel so helpless and hopeless#i'm working part time now and it's INSANE that i feel guilty about it because of my mental health#people SHOULD be living a comfortable life and be able to afford rent food and gas while working part time.#nobody should feel forced to work because 'well that's how things are'#'it's not like we can change it' ...then what!! why are we not rioting for fuck's sake!!!!!!!#the planet is burning and we're all just sitting here waiting for the end to come#like... i can't move out of my parents' house who are my primary source of anxiety because i don't earn enough money#i can't earn enough money because i can't work full time because i would turn into the joker#what am i supposed to do then?????
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strangest dream ever I went back to year 5 in my hometown but like. with a bachelors degree that I have now. found comfort in the familiar because things were easy for once and they haven’t been probably ever since
#unpacking more and more about how doing well in high school for me was just. I didn’t feel like I was enough if I didn’t#but I still felt like it was wrong for me to do well#and yes it was about being enough for a boy even though I convinced myself otherwise#it was also about being not too much and not hurting him. and it was impossible to do both#nor did anyone else think these things except me btw#it’s just one of those things where I can’t really blame anything but societal expectations and my own insecurity that latched onto#some weird concept of equality where I had to earn my place next to this person or whatever#unbeknownst to us he was basically doing the same thing to me too#personal mental health tag#anyway I think familiarity and ease is comforting. and maybe I should do a job that isn’t a problem solving challenge at all times
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So to sum up today's match against Utd:
3 out of 3 wins
clean sheet
only club in the PL yet to concede a goal
tied for top of the table with points and the same goal difference
first time since 1936 that a Liverpool manager has won his first league away match against Man Utd
first time since 1975 that a Liverpool manager won his first match against Utd since 1975
first manager to win all 3 of his first PL matches without conceding a goal since Sven-Göran Eriksson (RIP) in 2007
Lucho brace
two Mo assists and a goal (and of course some new records set)
Dom dominating and Ryan flourishing under Slot's style
we've had more different players score twice in the first half of a PL match at Old Trafford than Man Utd have since 2021
...we're so back. :')
#we didn't play as well as last match and tbh i think we're kind of boring#so i miss our dynamic style and klopp going over to the kop and fist bumping#but i also don't miss our narrow escapes and inconsistency making me want to yell at the tv from annoyance and stress#it's incredible to see how much arne has whipped everyone into shape and you can see his style so early on#our passing was soooooo silky last match. i was surprised#and our defense didn't feel leaky#we play in a relaxed way that makes things feel easy instead of playing relaxed#when we shouldn't be laid back and lazy (and sloppy)...#you can see how happy everyone is and trent holding up three fingers and giving three kisses to the crowd after the match says everything#imo arne is refraining from running over to the fans and pumping them up because#i don't think he wants to be seen as a jürgen copy and i think he wants to make it clear that that was unique to jürgen#and maybe he feels like he needs to earn it and it's not the right time to act like that just yet#but i hope that we get to see him feel comfortable and affectionate with the fans
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Was in the middle of drawing something else. Sketched a little happy peepaw as an apology for using him as a vessel for my own thoughts of leftover-ism.
#kk rambles#dunmeshi posting#mithrun#Extra apologetic bc im so bad at finishing art these days bc of art block. So. Um. More leftover motif except literal lmao#I have so many characters im attached to. Is it a bad sign that the things I relate the most too are the arguably “worst” parts of each lol#we r gonna leave that for another day to dissect#i've climbed out of. many bad situations. with just purely the stubborn desire to live a good life.#and at times when things get really overwhelming and i lose track of what i'm achieving things for. well.#then it's just holding onto really simple things. I have to get through. get a good job. earn money. small goals. killing the demon.#ugh i can't put it into words but he's such a comfort character for me. i too want to remember what it's like to have desires after all thi#like noodles. i also want to make noodles. i want to eat noodles. i want really good noodles. rahhhhhhh#and after my operation and my body gets better. I want cheesecake. I want cheese tart. I want the really really soft nice almost gooey ones#one day im gonna have a taste of that cheesecake that's been living in my head nonstop again and by then life will be ok#my art
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man i want a dog so bad rn almost solely so i can have a buddy to go walking with (and also a bit of extra motivation to get out for walks)
i would ask around the neighbourhood to see if anyone wants their dogs walked but 1) thats scary, 2) i would probably not be able to just go for a walk whenever i feel up to it and it'd be a hassle sticking to a schedule or texting/calling them any time i want to walk their dog, and 3) i dont think dogs would like that very much.
"hi im a stranger that u have never met before. i am now going to take you away from your family and walk you around the neighbourhood that u probably have never seen much of bc almost nobody in this neighbourhood walks their dogs, and you will be taken out of ur houes in a way that u cannot escape from or say no to. also you have likely not been socialized so if we come across a rare other dog-walker, i'm going to struggle to get you to not freak tf out at the sight of another dog."
#i love taking dogs out for walks though i used to do it as a kid for three or four ppl in the neighbourhood#only one of the dogs was actually comfortable with me bc i also took care of her when the owner was away on vacation fdsjkl#but the others i only saw when i walked them which is not great for like... earning their trust and companionship#so i think it stressed the dogs out a lot tbh. more than it helped them. idk lol hard to say bc i knowww those dogs werent exercised#other than when i walked them which was not daily so ... yeah not great fsjkl i am so frustrated with the average dog owner all the time#also to be clear i have wanted a dog my entire life and i would love a dog to train and have as a companion and to take care of fdsjkl#oh well !!!!! its just a dream forever and ever fdsjkl
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